John Park

My leaders told me to join Timothy Class to be a part of Joshua Generation last week and today i went to the class. Ever since I came back, most of things I’ve been doing are things I did before, like becoming a member of our church, joining the worship team, etc. As you may guess, It brings me many memories back, and also it gets me to look at myself in the past, look at what mistakes I made, and how i can improve this time.

when I was a leader last time, I struggled a lot , leading a small discussion, shepherding, and other things related to leadership. I even came up with a very ungodly idea so called “Self-shepherding” and freed my sheep.. what a shaky shepherd!. But after I got to know the fact that being a leader is not an option that u can choose, everyone in the house of God is called to be a leader,  I learnt that the question i should ask is how i can be a good one, not can I be a leader or not.

After the class today, I prayed to God that this will be a step stone that leads me to come closer to God, to serve Him and His people wholeheartly. And I was more convicted to move forward for Him, no matter what happens. Thank God for His extraordinary plan for an ordinary guy like me. so no more self-shepherding for my sheep to be  

Tonight, many of us went to see the most beloved female singer after Christine Bee in our church, Brooke Fraser. wow she was great. Funny, great singing, great performance. Apprently quite a few ladies were inspired to learn guitar including Rachel. So she asked me to give her lessons, and she agreed with me charging her brother for that!  and guess what.Brooke said Hi to me! People didn’t believe me but God knows.

On the way back home, realized that I didn’t call my sister to say happy b’day. so quickly called her just to say some words. she said she was having dinner and thank you to me. the end. she is cool. 

 A busy week ahead. Yes back to the real life. Hope you all will have a great week, life to the fullest.