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1. Well, I have been extremely busy , so busy that i have no time to write a post, no time to put any photos up here, no time to cook a proper meal, no time to call you to say hi…sigh.
Yes, like you, been busy with facebook! 
. I really didn’t understand why ppl got hooked on it. When Boy was throwing a sheep ? or chicken? i was like…what is this??? whats so funny about this?? But not long after that, I saw myself laughing when i dropkicked Eddy! But Don’t kiss me Chris, facebook is open for public.
Definetely great tool to see how our friends are, and keep in tough with those who are far away. But it could make us so busy actually when we are not really busy! I’m almost famous now, and I can be a rockstar if you guys help me a bit more!(if you know what i mean, grin)
2. First Testimony ever in church. By nature, I’m a shy guy, who is afraid of doing things in public. Even playing guitar actually still makes me a bit nervous, and esp publc speaking, huh i wanted to cry when i was told to do the sunday testimony. I started to type in my testimony on sat nite, like really late nite after watching High school musical and korean movie with a bunch of friends. But It was hard to think what to write after eating a funny rocky muffin by me and rach( we could throw it to hurt someone!) and also after seeing marcus dancing like High school musical.
on Sunday, too nervous to even look at my script. my voice was shaking, if my mom was there, I would have cried! But thank God for this opportunity for me to learn new things. I know that God wants to see me leading a group oneday. So no more shy guy! Also thank you for your encouragement, really appreciate it.
3. I remember the very first church anniversary i attended. we hired a hall in a high school somewhere, and there were about 300 people. Last saturday, we saw 750 people coming to our church’s 14th anniversary! Thank God for his faithfulness to our church, and i was so proud of being a part of this family. We realized that we couldn’t play “Happy B’day”song properly….ah long way to go, sigh. how come i taught that song to guitar CDS class when i didnt know how to play it! my apology. My colleagues came along as well, and one of them even came to our monday lunch group. For sure God is gonna do something in their lives, just that they do not know yet. Also happy b’day to baby Zhu!
4. A few weeks ago, When i heard that dad was admitted to hospital for an operation due to cancer, i was literally angry at God. why at this point of time, when i’m trying hard to settle down here, when my mom is not well either, when many things are happening in my life. Well, i was worried about him, but i guess i was more worried about myself first, and seeing myself becoming selfish in this kinda situation made me disappointed at myself too.
True that i didn’t really like my dad because he left us when we needed , and he didn’t care about me when i needed. But looking back, it could be me who left him, and could be me too who didn’t want him to care about me. I guess Father and son relationship is quite complicated too, like BGR, hard to describe. But one thing that is clear is that no matter what , he is still my father who raised me up. and my life was acutally blessed a lot by him, too. I could come back here because my dad was there for my mom. otherwise i think i would have stayed back to look after mom. His sacrifice actually makes me live my life to the fullest. Hope he will get better soon, and come to see me as he always wanted to come to australia. I used to ask God for a better father, but this is all i ask God for my dad now. Thank God for friends ard me whom i could really speak to, and share this with. surely your prayers made him better now.
many things are happening, hope I will have some time to look at mylife and write something here consistently( I’ve been consistently inconsistent tho!) so that i can see how God guides and bless me in next month, next year, even many years later too.
