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Rachel the baby mok has asked me to update my blog. true, I haven’t looked after my blog for a long time. Sorry, wordpress.
I got some drafts, but after I read them again, they are not appropriate to post as I wrote them when i was really tired.
my friends know that when I’m tired, I talk a lot of nonsense and crap, like why guitar has 6 strings??? should i buy more undies or not?..why am I good looking whereas marcus is not? just kidding..see..I better stop….btw Marcus, thank you for your encouragement for the worship team today. appreciate it. You’re still the top bachelor in the afternoon service!
This is what I have been doing.
1. Play and Play.. wow played a lot! played guitar until i had no strength to play anymore! If God took away this great joy of playing this small instrument, I think I would cry for 2 weeks or even more! If God ever asked me to choose a new fender guitar or a date with a girl I like, I would say oh Lord, don’t forsake me.
Through all those times as a part of the team in our church, I have grown a strong desire to write new songs and share them with other people, songs about people around me, love in me and God we believe in. Well, I want to believe that this humble and small dream will come to pass one day. If not, I will still play!
one more thing about playing guitar, Baby Mok has improved a lot! wow she can play ‘more than words’ nicely, and she learnt it much faster than other guys! But she asked me not to tell her boyfriend-to-be that she can play. Because she wants him to play for her!. well at least Wang Leehom knows how to play it, Dont worry too much, rachel.
2. Live and work.. sometimes I feel that we live in the battle field, where everyone is fighting for what they want, and truly it is sometimes. Many challenges and struggles at work make me tired, yet I believe that God is moulding me to rely on Him when the situation gets tougher. More importanly I should know that I’m at where I am for a reason. so keep it up JP!
3. Talk and talk.. talking a lot with friends , with Jennifer from Melbourne , came to attend Hannah’s wedding. We used to be in daniel 1. the old and original one! 
we went through many things together, with Mr. Loo as well, like Timithy class, JG, leading a discussion group, shepharding, etc. she is getting married in Singapore in Dec too! Good bye my past regret! haha.. we had so much fun together.
And talk a lot with Donway about how to be a millionaire, how to be a good husband, how to play guitar, how to look charming with a v-neck pink shirt with a couple of buttons off. Also many sharings with my dear friends in person or over msn.. appreciate that you all open your life to me and allow me to be a part of it. your stories always encourage me.
oh..talk a lot with clients,too . I’m not sure whether they understand my korean + singaporean accent…Aiyo. ah c Jin JJa…
4. Love and Love.. sometime I think that like Jennifer who is in Melbourne now, someday we have to say good bye to our loved ones..and we don’t know when it will be. We always miss those old and good times. but today will be one of those “old and good times”, and this day will never come again.
My dad took another operation today. He said he would come to Australia next year to see me, I said ok lah..but take care of your health first after the operation. My sister said I never call her or only call her when I need help! In fact, I’ve tried to call her few times, she never pick it up and she never call me either!. She is busy to finalize the film that she’s directing. I asked her to arrange a photo session with the main actress! she said I need to grow up if I ever want to get married. sigh.. Also mom doesn’t pick up the phone often. Apprently, she goes to a new health club near our place, where all aunty go together to learn yoga, aerobics, so that she doesn’t get sick like dad.
Some of our friends might have to go back after their study, maybe around the end of this year. Some of them are planning to come back to stay here as well. Sad but good bye until we see each other again.
I hope I have enough time to love my dad, sister, mom and friends, before it is too late, because I don’t know when I will have to say good bye, and then today will be one of those beautiful days oneday.
Well , Life is interesting. I said to my friend that Life is not easy, u know what he said? Life is not that hard either!
Seize the day!
why do you look so pretty miss. fender
